I love Google search; that title as a query yielded a result. And it appears to contain some practical advice, not something along the lines of "First, find three thousand dollars..." because
everything to fix a house costs that. We have been here since May last year.
This we know.
I am packing around zip locks baggies that contain samples of all sorts of things that I do not know what they are. They grow; are they moss? Some are just dirt, I think, but green dirt? Is this good? So far, the difference between soil here in Hillsboro and soil in southern California seems to be the amount of water in it. Both are clay. Too bad I don't have a kiln. I could make a hellava pot out of my front yard.
I have a new doctor; every year, it seems our insurance changes so we get to find a new one. And they all read from the same script. They look at my belly and look at my blood test results and say "For heaven's sake, put down the fork and please, would you take some exercise??" I would if I could have it on a nice French baguette, a little mayo and a nice piece of cheese.
This all ties into the gardening thing. When I gardened in California, strangers would stop when I was out in the front yard and comment on how lovely the yards were. Stop snickering. They did! And that is a big deal because people do not make eye contact with you in southern California anymore unless they are going to sue you or kill you. Or both.
When we moved up here, my poor Darrell, desperate to make me happy and quietly terrified that we would get up here and I would have a nervous breakdown, did everything in his power to make me happy. We got a 32 foot moving truck and moved every damn plant that we had at my Mom's old apartment up with us. This poor man! All I have to do is give him some special look--and truly I don't know what it is,
but he does--and he doesn't protest, he ever-so-slightly slumps his shoulders and quietly takes care of whatever the thing is that I am going to go bananas about it.
12 feet of the back of the truck full of plants. Behind that, a car hitch dragged that awful piece of junk
Chrysler that he drove, always known in my writing as the
Chrysler Armageddon. This was hauled because it rarely went more than fifty miles without throwing a part. My car followed this and was full of Dad's paintings and all of the Family Heirlooms, like some odd circus caravan. All of our Family Heirlooms are crap that came from whatever the equivalent of Target was 120 years ago, I am sure. So, there is a lesson there when you are about ready to toss some seemingly discount store
objet d'art. Hold onto it long enough and your great, great grandchild will cherish it in a way that will make your ghost blush. Darrell treats this reverently because as much as I belittle my family and these mementos, he has none, and that humbles me. So, all of that was in my car. So were all the birds and the cats, lurching up to Oregon like some preposterous ark.
I sent the first, well, now that I think about it, the first, what? five years? trying to cope, and being rather ungraceful at not accomplishing it. The hallowed plants, starts from my Grandmother that she stole from K Mart's plant department or Alpha Beta's florist shop. She always packed around a plastic bag and when something attractive came within view she would pinch off a leaf, take it home and grow it into these lovely plants. This is the same women that would always take handful of sugar packets at restaurants even though she drank her coffee black as any respectable Dane would do, with the argument that the sugar came with the coffee so she was
entitled to the sugar caddy full of packets that she would dump in her purse.
That dear, sweet woman, that taught me so much, that I love just as much today as I did when she passed away in 1976, saved enough sugar that in 2005, when we moved up here, we still had "Alphy's" coffee shop sugar packets. You'll just have to trust me that they had been out of business for
years by this time. Grandma had saved so much sugar, her daughter, my Mother, passed on that year and even she hadn't used all of it.
So these plants all made it up here, were carried up flights of stairs and were placed on our patio of the first place that we rented here. They all died in the first good frost. For some reason, I just never made the connection.
I had Killed The Family Plants!
First year away from Placentia. First year away from this old smoked stained apartment that Ma first rented in 1975. First year without Ma. I killed the plants. Poor Darrell. He never had a chance.
Probably the only thing that can be said positive about this is that that poor man had never had a happy Christmas in his life. And even the tragic awful Christmases in the first couple of years together were better than he ever had and he cried he was so happy to have Christmas with me and all of our pets! I just cried.
I had given up on us ever getting a house. I was to the point that I was looking on Craigslist for cheap land in eastern Oregon with a glimmer of hope that maybe, if we were lucky, we could get a double wide there and call it as-home-as-it's-going-to-get. Darrell, makes me nuts sometimes. He doesn't really think, he just does. He went into a bank last year and asked if he could buy a home. They said yes. He had told me that he was out buying food for dinner and comes back with the news that he had been pre-approved for a house! What? I had to co-sign for him to get a checking account at Bank of America his credit was so shaky.
Who am I to complain. I am typing away right now in our house that he bought for us.
There was a lot of rumbling about many things as we considered this place; much around yard work, but that got settled, sort of. I had said that I would do the planters and shrubs and inflict my design sensibilities on the overall exterior ambiance. Darrell still hasn't figured out that I can see what goes on behind me if I apply myself and I know damn well when he rolls his eyes at me. He did about that last bit.
The only positive thing that can be said about our yards is that anything grows in Oregon--without thinking about the frost part--and everything is growing here, that's for damn sure.
I spent about an hour and a half pulling up a lort of that weird weed cloth that they slapped down and put enough wood chips to make the front of the place look acceptable. Below that, depending on where you look, we are fully equipped with worms. And I have found another layer of what appears to be black trash bags to the front of the place. Liquid sunshine started to really come down and I could feel my back seizing up like ungreased ball bearings, so I can say, with a complete straight face to my new doctor, that I am exercising. And it ain't pretty.
And I have many concerns about the plastic bag up front under all the bark and weed cloth and worms. We don't know a lot about this house other than it sat unused for a year or so. I watch just enough of those awful shows Darrell favors--CSI, Without a Trace and whatnot to be real creeped out about it. And if it is a dead body: does it go in green waste "other" recyclables or regular trash? Or shall I just chuck it over to the scary Baptist minister's house next door..?